#8 squares brainrot
Oct. 18th, 2023 01:19 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
meowlimiti managed to draw stuff traditionally and now hate it for the first time in weeks woo yeah let's fuckin go babey. i'm just sitting here in my bedroom contemplating just how terrible of an idea it is to pull an all nighter. dear lord i do not wanna go to school tomorrow... and yet here we are. not even halfway through the week yet.
I made the decision to completely restart my run of puyo puyo tetris 2.... i was only on chapter 3 so it wasn't the worst but it's still annoying. the reason that i had to restart was even more stupid, but i'm not gonna get into that becauseee think positive yeeeaaahhh!!! we're only gonna be talking about cool Positive things that make us Happy on this blog sorry emos. (i am a liar.) so on the bright side I think that ess is starting to grow on me... i wasn't sure how to feel about her at first but after knowing all the lore i am sobbing crying at my desk .... god damn it the scene where amitie doesn't understand why ess thinks a robot is her dad .... it makes me so sad i think she deserves happiness just a crumb (in the form of tragic doomed yuri)
also i keep thinking about (and hear me out) mtf squares. i don't know why but i just think that would go so incredibly hard... it'd be interesting to explore gender through squares's incredibly specific and Not very normal circumstances. their sister is quite literally God. dudeee imagine that inner conflict because squares wants everything to be neat and perfect but gender is an incredibly complicated thing that can't really be put into neat boxes... ohohooho i may be evil because of this but listen if i must suffer then my favorite characters must suffer as well. squares is definitely a top contender for my personal traumabitch character olympics
speaking of gender, here's a couple interesting things ... according to von karma, i pass as a cis dude well enough that she straight up forgot that i'm ftm for a moment. and so when i joked about her giving me free top surgery she was like "yeah lemme get the implants". she thought i was talking about getting mtf top surgery ... (^_^")
second thing is that i was talking to terminator guy and somehow he-man was brought up. now i've never watched it but i said that i probably would because it sounds sick. and according to terminator guy i'm "the only trans guy he knows that wants to be manly" because of this. odd compliment, but i'll take it...
I made the decision to completely restart my run of puyo puyo tetris 2.... i was only on chapter 3 so it wasn't the worst but it's still annoying. the reason that i had to restart was even more stupid, but i'm not gonna get into that becauseee think positive yeeeaaahhh!!! we're only gonna be talking about cool Positive things that make us Happy on this blog sorry emos. (i am a liar.) so on the bright side I think that ess is starting to grow on me... i wasn't sure how to feel about her at first but after knowing all the lore i am sobbing crying at my desk .... god damn it the scene where amitie doesn't understand why ess thinks a robot is her dad .... it makes me so sad i think she deserves happiness just a crumb (in the form of tragic doomed yuri)
also i keep thinking about (and hear me out) mtf squares. i don't know why but i just think that would go so incredibly hard... it'd be interesting to explore gender through squares's incredibly specific and Not very normal circumstances. their sister is quite literally God. dudeee imagine that inner conflict because squares wants everything to be neat and perfect but gender is an incredibly complicated thing that can't really be put into neat boxes... ohohooho i may be evil because of this but listen if i must suffer then my favorite characters must suffer as well. squares is definitely a top contender for my personal traumabitch character olympics
speaking of gender, here's a couple interesting things ... according to von karma, i pass as a cis dude well enough that she straight up forgot that i'm ftm for a moment. and so when i joked about her giving me free top surgery she was like "yeah lemme get the implants". she thought i was talking about getting mtf top surgery ... (^_^")
second thing is that i was talking to terminator guy and somehow he-man was brought up. now i've never watched it but i said that i probably would because it sounds sick. and according to terminator guy i'm "the only trans guy he knows that wants to be manly" because of this. odd compliment, but i'll take it...
