#9 this is bad
Nov. 1st, 2023 03:32 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
i'm starting to think that that genetic insomnia is starting to kick in (T_T ) i haven't slept normally this whole month. it feels like i can barely breathe at night, even though i know i can. and when i get close to falling asleep it feels like i'm going to pass away. it's really, really scary. ...and that's how i ended up watching noah play the walking dead at 3 AM. the one good thing about this is that i know at least one other family member will be awake most of the time .... we take the small stuff i suppose (^_^")
during study hall i walked around with gerard and terminator guy while he was filming interviews .
writing this part at almost 3:30 am . i watched noah play the walking dead again. my breathing is still shit. i started crying from a lack of sleep. it hurts so bad. i'm so fucking tired. i cant remember the last time i slept properly.